It's all a maze..

Guess quite a few people saw the previous post and has been thinking what actually happen.
Don't ask, or should i say.. I'm sorry.. I cannot tell.. And if i tell,i'll drag alot of people down.. So... Not worth not worth.. Paiseh..
Shall not elaborate much on Show Luo's Concert and Autograph session.. Cos i'll get super high and eventually forget to sleep.. -.-"
But i can share something with you all! :D
He talked to me twice! Usually he only will talk once! :X
2 Fans in front of me,i don't know what they say,but i think is "舞法舞天" 很好看.. He answered both the same answer '是不是'.
For me,i told him that "我们会等你回来办part II!" He said "那你也要来噢" Then i was okay okay luhh~ :D
After that when he is signing the last piece,i told him "谢谢你,你真的很帅" he suddenly stopped signing and get near me,then say "我知道" !!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!! I'm so happy la!! :D
Okay.. Out of that.. :S
Today very 难受.. Don't know how to explain and don't know how to describe.. it's rather 生不如死.. Really.. It's like doing everything need to consider first,do everything like sure wrong one..
Haiis..
Haiis..
Haiis..
Nevermind~
Today PW de Presentation.. Everything is filled with laughters la.. Really wonder will our class be that bonding at Sem 2 arhh? :X BBQ and Chalet! Sure must have de la~ Don't go one is dog! hahas! Still long! :S

I've learnt a lesson.. Never get too serious on something.. Or you'll regret.. Really regret..
But nevermind~ Back to what topic.
I'm going to sleep le luhh~ Tomorrow will stretch stretch like shit with 'Ah POH'! hahas! Hope that both of us have a good time! :D
Tomorrow 5km? I'll try.. Vent my anger also.. :S

That's all~ :D

爱你就是要放开你,去爱他
如果他爱你,对你好
我不会后悔让你走...
可是以后能不能不要这样
因为真的很痛.. 我真的怕了.. :'(

I'm not myself..

For more information on how i feeling now,please look at the lyrics that i post below..

So many things i've done for you... i guess you've all dump it to the big sea..
Yea.. What i did will never affect your life and never will at all...
You never know how serious i was..
You never know how sad i am..
you never know how much i've cried..
what can i say? I have nothing to say.. :'(

1 month of school has just passed... Everything is so dramatic.. First 3 weeks i love school like hell.. i wish that i can go to school almost everyday..
But now.. I wish i get dengue fever or a serious kind of disease that can stay at home for a few weeks..
What did i do wrong? So many times these kind of things happen..
Yes.. indeed, i'm hurt...
But what can i do? Scream out loud what you did?
Or should i just treat as nothing has happen.
Don't understand me.. Is that sometimes of excuse to reject me and ask me to wait?? :(
I'm living in my own world.. No friends around me... I'll be on my own.. However.. I won't give up on myself.. Because i've ever thought of wanting to commit suicide..
I am a different person now i believe.. i learnt another lesson.. another life experience in my pocket.. I will find my way out of this sadness.. I believe......

Your Love Made Me Blind...

Never thought that I'd say I wish I didn't love you ever
Since the first date when you got close my heart
Would just stop thought me and you together would end
Up on top, you changed me for better for worse I know
I was caught up always put you first I never once thought
You would be trifling but oh I was blinded...

[Chorus:]
I was like oh oh oh never wanna let you go go go
Cause I was open before I was open before but
Now I know... Love made me blind so I couldn't see
All the lies you told were right in front of me
Since love made me blind you made a fool of me
You made it look so perfect when it wasn't meant to be
Your love made me blind

I gave all of my trust didn't think being faithful was asking
To much but I'm good glad that I know now I was fooled but
Fate let me see how they say every tear has it's reasons
Every smile has it's own season never once thought
You would be trifling but oh I was blinded...

[Chorus:]
I was like oh oh oh never wanna let you go go go
I was open before have been open before but
Now I know...
Love made me blind so I couldn't see
All the lies you told were right in front of me
Since love made me blind you made a fool of me
You made it look so perfect when it wasn't meant to be.
Your love made me blind, love made blind, love made me blind,
Your love made me blind.

Cause when I, I felt your lips pressed against mine thought the
Sweet smell of your perfume was all mine,
They didn't know you were a beautiful liar
Cause love made me blind

Love made me blind so I couldn't see
All the lies you told were right in front of me
Since love made me blind you made a fool of me
You made it look so perfect when it wasn't meant to be.
Your love made me blind, your love made blind, your love made me blind,
Your love made me blind.