Today i'm starting on a very cool thing.
It's writing a series of "Hatred Love" Songs. :D
Sounds so bad right? But when you look back and see see, how many people have hurt so much from love??
I'm also one of the victim.. You'll never feel how pain the kind of blow touches you..
It's like soaking yourself in ice water when you're a body full of blood and open scars, Or rubbing salt to injury..
It's very hurtful and Painful, but no one knows.
People may always say this "我知道当我离开你,你一定会找到你应该有的幸福." But you never ever think.. You'll may be the dream one that i'm finding all the while, right?
Many people only think for themself,but don't think of others..
Do you think that feeling guilty can cover all the hurt,the pain that has caused to a person?
Do you think that 1000 "Sorry"s can cure someone who had emotionally hurt?
Do you think that avoiding is the best way to cure someone from such pain?
Do you think that using stupid excuses can really convince someone that "you're not worth for him/her" ??
NO NO NO!
That's why many people start hating love, start being playboy and playgirl, start flirting around.
You may never know.. Now more and more handsome guys and pretty girls are just flirting around.. Every one knows what Love is... Everyone know how good love is.. But no one knows how Love can be so hurtful..
Trust love,whether you are or not, makes a big changes in your life.
If you don't Trust Love,you're lucky, "Flirts" might not hook on you or prey on you. Plus, you'll not get so hurt from it in the end after all~
If you Trust Love, it's the opposite of not trusting it.
Know what is on stake.. Know who's the better choice..
Understand the person better before giving him/her your trust.
Trust is just like a lock, if that person has the worth to give your trust,the lock will be open.
希望天下的单身男女们不要让爱情冲昏了头，先了解对方先才决定自己要不要打开那相信之锁。
也一定要有充分的防备，不要让他/她轻易地电到你，这会使他/她拥有了一把BoltCutter，随时就能把那个锁给打开. :]
祝所有的单身男女们都找到该有的幸福。
I've written 2,讨厌爱情 and 不相信L.O.V.E
Might not add in into 失恋史.
Might as well create another project of hatred loving album. :P
This few days just busy with own slacking plan luhh..
Nothing to do,not much inspiration also..
Monday was JP's birthday! :D
Don't know wish her how many times "Happy Birthday"
Hahas! It's really fun playing with the 'top model' thingy.. But since you're angry.. jiu.. hahas.. Zip! :X
Must enjoy every moment with your friends! especially Kodi,两个 Xiao Zhar Bo, sure can 插出火花, i mean friend kind de. :]
And your Bio ah.. Must JY hurhh! :D
Next time you're gonna do free lens for my LENSless specs. :D
Life is full of LIES,
you may never know how many people are lying to you..
Haiis..
You can't do anything about it.. only look and look and look..
Recently every night also watch world cup, 2:30 de also 不放过, until she so worried about me.. :S
This kind of entertainment,only for a period of time.. Cannot get addicted to it.. :X
School will be reopening in a few days time..
Am i ready for everything?
Am i prepared for the results releasing?
Am i prepared to see her?
Am i prepared to talk to her?
Hmmm.. Maybe yes? Maybe no? :X
But i can guarantee one thing,I think.. i may not be the same Mcvie le bahhs..
I want that MP3 and i want a CAMERA!! :(
Thats all~ :DD
I'm very happy.. Not because of this not because of that.
It's because you're always with me. :]
You're so important to me that maybe you don't even know~ :X
You're so important to me till i'll even stop doing things just to talk to you/ sms(reply) you.
You're so important to me till i can forget about sleep just to accompany you or to do surprises for you! :P
You're so important to me and when you smile,i smile. you cry,i cry. you sad,i sad. you emo,i emo...
I Love the color you love.
I Love your wearing style.
I Love the look of you with your beautiful clothes
I Love you for being who you are..
So! In Summary~
You can never know how much you're important to me.. But i only want you to know.. and that's ily! :P
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Happy three-days! :D
I'm so happy! :]
Monday went to play pool with KaKis! :]
Very fun! :] So long time never had this kind of fun le! :D
And great singing in a small small area! :D
After that walk to Chinese Garden to board MRT to JP! :P
Went to JP and wanna go see JP also,but KK stopped me.. -.-" Hate you all la!!
Went to eat Kopitiam! uhh.. that's grilled fish with black sauce rice. :D
Then went walk walk around Sportslink, camwhore along JWC 3. :]
Went home.. with Jeremy..
Then.. Sleep~
Tuesday nothing much,jiu.. watch TV and went to JP again to meet MUM to buy stuffs.
Went to eat Crystal Jade! TASTY SIA! Never had such excellent dinner for so long. :X
Then.. Went home and watch PS as usual! :D (I'll share more storylines with YOU! :P )
Today very happy also! First Class outing! :]
11 warriors charging out to Orchard to watch "THE A-TEAM"
The lunch was AWESOME at Aston! :] Reasonable pricing also la~ But my 'Teriyaki' Chicken turns out to be 'Macdonald BBQ Sauce' Chicken.. -.- And it's so SOUR! -.- Lucky got SockLeng's Fried fish to 开 my 胃.. :] Thanks ah mei! :D
Went to walk walk around Volta.. Adidas and +++! :D
Then there's a joke that Desmond have done,stupid fellow.. -.-
Next time i cam it and give WanYi see ahh! -.-
Then.. Saw a Chio Bu! That boyfriend of her so scared sia! faster go touch touch her shoulder. :X
I think he scared we,the warriors SOT her ah! :P
Went to watch the movie! COOL!
IT's AWESOME! I LOVE B.A! I LOVE B.A! I LOVE B.A! and I LOVE THE A-TEAM! :)
It's action packed luhh! I even shouted 'woohoo' during the movie and even 'yea'! Cool right?! This kind of "ACTION PACKED" Movie seriously make me STAND! :P
After movie,went to Plaza Sing to meet Cindy's BF and took some photos!
Then walk back to Parklane to play pool! :P
Play Play Play! Fun Fun Fun!
Then ate Kopitiam and homed! :P
On the mrt,Gerrard and I,maybe Nich too,saw a couple kissing like ......
then the lady hurhh... like despon for kiss like that.. the face hurhh.. -.-" OMG!!!!!
somemore they alight at lakeside.. Seriously.. Throw face ah!!
Me and Gerrard LAUGH LIKE SHIT! Yuck.. Thinking of that scene makes me.. That guy kisses her teeth also.. -.-
Can't stand it..
Today also got something very fun! CLARICE KISSED ALOYSIUS!!!!!!
Actually Clarice likes him la.. -.-
No need to hide and to find chances to kiss him de..
Clarice,can tell us de,no need do until like that.. Like that you'll embarrass also lehhs.. :X
Their 'MARRIED' now.. -.-"
So stupid la.. Want together jiu together,or else,don't play with such things.. Zzz..
Clarice Loss her lip's virginity
On the other hand, Aloysius lost his cheek's virginity..
HFA ah! :P
That's all le.. it's 1:30am le.. Tomorrow bballing session at 9,trust me,i sure overslept. -.- I'm going to wait for them to wake me up! :]
You smile,i smile. You laugh,i laugh. You sad,i sad. You frown,i frown. You emo,i emo. What happen?! Can you tell me what happen?! I wanna help you! Don't hide from me.. I'll feel very useless and sad de.. :( Please let me help you out hao mahh???
Monday went to play pool with KaKis! :]
Very fun! :] So long time never had this kind of fun le! :D
And great singing in a small small area! :D
After that walk to Chinese Garden to board MRT to JP! :P
Went to JP and wanna go see JP also,but KK stopped me.. -.-" Hate you all la!!
Went to eat Kopitiam! uhh.. that's grilled fish with black sauce rice. :D
Then went walk walk around Sportslink, camwhore along JWC 3. :]
Went home.. with Jeremy..
Then.. Sleep~
Tuesday nothing much,jiu.. watch TV and went to JP again to meet MUM to buy stuffs.
Went to eat Crystal Jade! TASTY SIA! Never had such excellent dinner for so long. :X
Then.. Went home and watch PS as usual! :D (I'll share more storylines with YOU! :P )
Today very happy also! First Class outing! :]
11 warriors charging out to Orchard to watch "THE A-TEAM"
The lunch was AWESOME at Aston! :] Reasonable pricing also la~ But my 'Teriyaki' Chicken turns out to be 'Macdonald BBQ Sauce' Chicken.. -.- And it's so SOUR! -.- Lucky got SockLeng's Fried fish to 开 my 胃.. :] Thanks ah mei! :D
Went to walk walk around Volta.. Adidas and +++! :D
Then there's a joke that Desmond have done,stupid fellow.. -.-
Next time i cam it and give WanYi see ahh! -.-
Then.. Saw a Chio Bu! That boyfriend of her so scared sia! faster go touch touch her shoulder. :X
I think he scared we,the warriors SOT her ah! :P
Went to watch the movie! COOL!
IT's AWESOME! I LOVE B.A! I LOVE B.A! I LOVE B.A! and I LOVE THE A-TEAM! :)
It's action packed luhh! I even shouted 'woohoo' during the movie and even 'yea'! Cool right?! This kind of "ACTION PACKED" Movie seriously make me STAND! :P
After movie,went to Plaza Sing to meet Cindy's BF and took some photos!
Then walk back to Parklane to play pool! :P
Play Play Play! Fun Fun Fun!
Then ate Kopitiam and homed! :P
On the mrt,Gerrard and I,maybe Nich too,saw a couple kissing like ......
then the lady hurhh... like despon for kiss like that.. the face hurhh.. -.-" OMG!!!!!
somemore they alight at lakeside.. Seriously.. Throw face ah!!
Me and Gerrard LAUGH LIKE SHIT! Yuck.. Thinking of that scene makes me.. That guy kisses her teeth also.. -.-
Can't stand it..
Today also got something very fun! CLARICE KISSED ALOYSIUS!!!!!!
Actually Clarice likes him la.. -.-
No need to hide and to find chances to kiss him de..
Clarice,can tell us de,no need do until like that.. Like that you'll embarrass also lehhs.. :X
Their 'MARRIED' now.. -.-"
So stupid la.. Want together jiu together,or else,don't play with such things.. Zzz..
Clarice Loss her lip's virginity
On the other hand, Aloysius lost his cheek's virginity..
HFA ah! :P
That's all le.. it's 1:30am le.. Tomorrow bballing session at 9,trust me,i sure overslept. -.- I'm going to wait for them to wake me up! :]
You smile,i smile. You laugh,i laugh. You sad,i sad. You frown,i frown. You emo,i emo. What happen?! Can you tell me what happen?! I wanna help you! Don't hide from me.. I'll feel very useless and sad de.. :( Please let me help you out hao mahh???
Monday, June 14, 2010
It's full of imaginary... images...
It's 3:15AM! And i shall post some things.. :]
Today is a full of imaginary day! :D
Did some composing using Keyboard. :]
Though its... not really.. very good..
I never learn piano before mahhs.. :(
So.. Anyone willingly to teach me? :]
Then,edited my album de songs! :D
The first and second song respectively.
Newly improved. :P
Tomorrow will continue on improving on the lyrics! And write new lyrics for @D and X3! :] Bloop Bloop Jeggy Jeggy and Dar Dar Dar! :P
I knew it luhh! Even if people initiate the meet up,only i reply and another one. See?! a group of 7 friends got split up because of getting into different schools and courses,that's weird man.. really!
Secondly,organise also organise liao... 19 people only 7 comfirmed, some can one really daring and put 'maybe' WTF! So what you all want?! Say watch that movie,end up some go watch already. Nevermind la.. you all plan what you all want to do la.. i'm too lazy to bother already..
School reopen tomorrow! Hope you'll have an enjoyable time at class! :] If boring jiu cam cam okay? :D Don't skip your lunch ah! :X Must bear with everything if you can't take it. And tell me if i can help okay? Be happy and stay with your sweet sweet smile! :D x3!!
Today is a full of imaginary day! :D
Did some composing using Keyboard. :]
Though its... not really.. very good..
I never learn piano before mahhs.. :(
So.. Anyone willingly to teach me? :]
Then,edited my album de songs! :D
The first and second song respectively.
Newly improved. :P
Tomorrow will continue on improving on the lyrics! And write new lyrics for @D and X3! :] Bloop Bloop Jeggy Jeggy and Dar Dar Dar! :P
I knew it luhh! Even if people initiate the meet up,only i reply and another one. See?! a group of 7 friends got split up because of getting into different schools and courses,that's weird man.. really!
Secondly,organise also organise liao... 19 people only 7 comfirmed, some can one really daring and put 'maybe' WTF! So what you all want?! Say watch that movie,end up some go watch already. Nevermind la.. you all plan what you all want to do la.. i'm too lazy to bother already..
School reopen tomorrow! Hope you'll have an enjoyable time at class! :] If boring jiu cam cam okay? :D Don't skip your lunch ah! :X Must bear with everything if you can't take it. And tell me if i can help okay? Be happy and stay with your sweet sweet smile! :D x3!!
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Bloop!
Bloop Bloop Jeggy Jeggy! :]
Sometimes,you tend to step back and think think.. Now.. I step forward and think.. Should i ...., Should i..., Should i or Should i?
Life has reached a 瓶颈 already,all my friends are unseemly gone.. Jere,JG,CL,QL,JM and KF seems so far to me already... 捉摸不定... 我没有放手离去,我只不知到要如何守下去..
The only friends i have now... Upon my Classmates,i can really count with my finger tips.. 1,2,3,4? 4 + 18 = 22, Gratz.. i guess i have 22 friends only.. Great job Mcvie.
Recently quite busy with exams.. BS,ACC,DDNT and FSP...
if anyone knows what i'll be writing now,i'm glad that you've eventually proven your ability to read. :]
if(ad>=2){
System.out.println("Will buy a Reward to Encourage Myself! :]");
}else
System.out.println("Nothing and work hard! :X");
Understand? :X
Shall skip on exams.. never want to say so much,since it's all over. :X
Holidays will vbe very very slacky.. Not much schedule planning,since i've quitted Composing.
I shall stay at home and start composing for different things. :] Follow up on "Bloop Bloop Jeggy Jeggy" and "Dar Dar Dar" and "其实我最痛". 3 songs.. maybe 1 more.. hmm.. "公主的寂寞".
Cannot drag already. :X Don't want to delay so many things.. hahas! :X
AND, shall start with my diet plan again. Reach 5X. :]
After FSP exam,went to CP with Cindy,SauTeng,YingYing,EngKong,Desmond and Nich.
As usual,i ate my favorite Chicken Curry Pork Hotplate. :]
Then,went to play Daytona with Nich and EngKong, but i didn't know EngKong's 'no banging' rule is actually got to wait for the driver in front to drift first then follow up.. that is like so...
But nevermind.. he's not happy with it,i can't do anything also..
Then went to K at a ulu place! Not bad,new songs old songs also have,we enjoyed our 4 hours there. I sang till no voice also.. :S HAHAHA
After that jiu went home luhh.. :P
That's all le bahhs..
Nothing much to say le bahhs..
There's something saying "要珍惜身边的每一个东西,不要等失去候才后悔..." always remember it! But don't cherish someone so deeply if you don't know him/her too well,it might got you hurt as well.. So.. goodluck to all guys and gals out there, hope you find long-last love.
Album info shall update soon~ Stay tune. :X
Bloop Bloop,thanks for being in my side. I appreciate it to the max and i know what i'm doing right now, i believe i'm doing the right thing, even if i'm not, treat it as an experience or lesson, like that i'll learn more also. :] ily~ :P
Sometimes,you tend to step back and think think.. Now.. I step forward and think.. Should i ...., Should i..., Should i or Should i?
Life has reached a 瓶颈 already,all my friends are unseemly gone.. Jere,JG,CL,QL,JM and KF seems so far to me already... 捉摸不定... 我没有放手离去,我只不知到要如何守下去..
The only friends i have now... Upon my Classmates,i can really count with my finger tips.. 1,2,3,4? 4 + 18 = 22, Gratz.. i guess i have 22 friends only.. Great job Mcvie.
Recently quite busy with exams.. BS,ACC,DDNT and FSP...
if anyone knows what i'll be writing now,i'm glad that you've eventually proven your ability to read. :]
if(ad>=2){
System.out.println("Will buy a Reward to Encourage Myself! :]");
}else
System.out.println("Nothing and work hard! :X");
Understand? :X
Shall skip on exams.. never want to say so much,since it's all over. :X
Holidays will vbe very very slacky.. Not much schedule planning,since i've quitted Composing.
I shall stay at home and start composing for different things. :] Follow up on "Bloop Bloop Jeggy Jeggy" and "Dar Dar Dar" and "其实我最痛". 3 songs.. maybe 1 more.. hmm.. "公主的寂寞".
Cannot drag already. :X Don't want to delay so many things.. hahas! :X
AND, shall start with my diet plan again. Reach 5X. :]
After FSP exam,went to CP with Cindy,SauTeng,YingYing,EngKong,Desmond and Nich.
As usual,i ate my favorite Chicken Curry Pork Hotplate. :]
Then,went to play Daytona with Nich and EngKong, but i didn't know EngKong's 'no banging' rule is actually got to wait for the driver in front to drift first then follow up.. that is like so...
But nevermind.. he's not happy with it,i can't do anything also..
Then went to K at a ulu place! Not bad,new songs old songs also have,we enjoyed our 4 hours there. I sang till no voice also.. :S HAHAHA
After that jiu went home luhh.. :P
That's all le bahhs..
Nothing much to say le bahhs..
There's something saying "要珍惜身边的每一个东西,不要等失去候才后悔..." always remember it! But don't cherish someone so deeply if you don't know him/her too well,it might got you hurt as well.. So.. goodluck to all guys and gals out there, hope you find long-last love.
Album info shall update soon~ Stay tune. :X
Bloop Bloop,thanks for being in my side. I appreciate it to the max and i know what i'm doing right now, i believe i'm doing the right thing, even if i'm not, treat it as an experience or lesson, like that i'll learn more also. :] ily~ :P
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
It's all a maze..
Guess quite a few people saw the previous post and has been thinking what actually happen.
Don't ask, or should i say.. I'm sorry.. I cannot tell.. And if i tell,i'll drag alot of people down.. So... Not worth not worth.. Paiseh..
Shall not elaborate much on Show Luo's Concert and Autograph session.. Cos i'll get super high and eventually forget to sleep.. -.-"
But i can share something with you all! :D
He talked to me twice! Usually he only will talk once! :X
2 Fans in front of me,i don't know what they say,but i think is "舞法舞天" 很好看.. He answered both the same answer '是不是'.
For me,i told him that "我们会等你回来办part II!" He said "那你也要来噢" Then i was okay okay luhh~ :D
After that when he is signing the last piece,i told him "谢谢你,你真的很帅" he suddenly stopped signing and get near me,then say "我知道" !!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!! I'm so happy la!! :D
Okay.. Out of that.. :S
Today very 难受.. Don't know how to explain and don't know how to describe.. it's rather 生不如死.. Really.. It's like doing everything need to consider first,do everything like sure wrong one..
Haiis..
Haiis..
Haiis..
Nevermind~
Today PW de Presentation.. Everything is filled with laughters la.. Really wonder will our class be that bonding at Sem 2 arhh? :X BBQ and Chalet! Sure must have de la~ Don't go one is dog! hahas! Still long! :S
I've learnt a lesson.. Never get too serious on something.. Or you'll regret.. Really regret..
But nevermind~ Back to what topic.
I'm going to sleep le luhh~ Tomorrow will stretch stretch like shit with 'Ah POH'! hahas! Hope that both of us have a good time! :D
Tomorrow 5km? I'll try.. Vent my anger also.. :S
That's all~ :D
爱你就是要放开你,去爱他
如果他爱你,对你好
我不会后悔让你走...
可是以后能不能不要这样
因为真的很痛.. 我真的怕了.. :'(
Don't ask, or should i say.. I'm sorry.. I cannot tell.. And if i tell,i'll drag alot of people down.. So... Not worth not worth.. Paiseh..
Shall not elaborate much on Show Luo's Concert and Autograph session.. Cos i'll get super high and eventually forget to sleep.. -.-"
But i can share something with you all! :D
He talked to me twice! Usually he only will talk once! :X
2 Fans in front of me,i don't know what they say,but i think is "舞法舞天" 很好看.. He answered both the same answer '是不是'.
For me,i told him that "我们会等你回来办part II!" He said "那你也要来噢" Then i was okay okay luhh~ :D
After that when he is signing the last piece,i told him "谢谢你,你真的很帅" he suddenly stopped signing and get near me,then say "我知道" !!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!! I'm so happy la!! :D
Okay.. Out of that.. :S
Today very 难受.. Don't know how to explain and don't know how to describe.. it's rather 生不如死.. Really.. It's like doing everything need to consider first,do everything like sure wrong one..
Haiis..
Haiis..
Haiis..
Nevermind~
Today PW de Presentation.. Everything is filled with laughters la.. Really wonder will our class be that bonding at Sem 2 arhh? :X BBQ and Chalet! Sure must have de la~ Don't go one is dog! hahas! Still long! :S
I've learnt a lesson.. Never get too serious on something.. Or you'll regret.. Really regret..
But nevermind~ Back to what topic.
I'm going to sleep le luhh~ Tomorrow will stretch stretch like shit with 'Ah POH'! hahas! Hope that both of us have a good time! :D
Tomorrow 5km? I'll try.. Vent my anger also.. :S
That's all~ :D
爱你就是要放开你,去爱他
如果他爱你,对你好
我不会后悔让你走...
可是以后能不能不要这样
因为真的很痛.. 我真的怕了.. :'(
Saturday, May 22, 2010
I'm not myself..
For more information on how i feeling now,please look at the lyrics that i post below..
So many things i've done for you... i guess you've all dump it to the big sea..
Yea.. What i did will never affect your life and never will at all...
You never know how serious i was..
You never know how sad i am..
you never know how much i've cried..
what can i say? I have nothing to say.. :'(
1 month of school has just passed... Everything is so dramatic.. First 3 weeks i love school like hell.. i wish that i can go to school almost everyday..
But now.. I wish i get dengue fever or a serious kind of disease that can stay at home for a few weeks..
What did i do wrong? So many times these kind of things happen..
Yes.. indeed, i'm hurt...
But what can i do? Scream out loud what you did?
Or should i just treat as nothing has happen.
Don't understand me.. Is that sometimes of excuse to reject me and ask me to wait?? :(
I'm living in my own world.. No friends around me... I'll be on my own.. However.. I won't give up on myself.. Because i've ever thought of wanting to commit suicide..
I am a different person now i believe.. i learnt another lesson.. another life experience in my pocket.. I will find my way out of this sadness.. I believe......
So many things i've done for you... i guess you've all dump it to the big sea..
Yea.. What i did will never affect your life and never will at all...
You never know how serious i was..
You never know how sad i am..
you never know how much i've cried..
what can i say? I have nothing to say.. :'(
1 month of school has just passed... Everything is so dramatic.. First 3 weeks i love school like hell.. i wish that i can go to school almost everyday..
But now.. I wish i get dengue fever or a serious kind of disease that can stay at home for a few weeks..
What did i do wrong? So many times these kind of things happen..
Yes.. indeed, i'm hurt...
But what can i do? Scream out loud what you did?
Or should i just treat as nothing has happen.
Don't understand me.. Is that sometimes of excuse to reject me and ask me to wait?? :(
I'm living in my own world.. No friends around me... I'll be on my own.. However.. I won't give up on myself.. Because i've ever thought of wanting to commit suicide..
I am a different person now i believe.. i learnt another lesson.. another life experience in my pocket.. I will find my way out of this sadness.. I believe......
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